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One Fathom Heart [Lost Demos From The Sea]

by Tango Mangalore

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I heard the Captain say words I am about to tell, but he ONLY is to say those words! He said all men hold fast and run now to your rafts All hands, abandon ship οon my command! He said... when the ship wrecks jump at Sea lads Swim or sink for it's only a dream, only a dream! All hands, all hands!!! This is your captain! Swim or sink for it's only a dream, only a dream! She is taking water fast down in her rusty tanks and she cannae take anymore We did all that we had... but If the things go South There is not much for us left to do So don't be bitter now, don't look the world around just swim and swim a little more For those who do not float are going down and drown And no one wants that, am I right or am I wrong?
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Are we waiting for the tide so that will take us home? And I looked him in the eye and said that I don't know In the crest of a wave remember we were born And I saw you crying rust, maybe it's just the shore Come on tell me what you think? Do you think that we should go or should we stay onboard? And I heard there's people there speaking with their tongues and saying awful words And they think of us as dead and they hate everyone And a life without the salt, is it a life at all? And the sadness I have seen and what is sadness said I will destroy I don't want any of that inside my heart you know that I don't want! And the love, the love is what I am truly looking for, is she on the shore? Do I have to cry the rust inside my heart? You know that it is full Hell you know that it is full! Do you think that we should go? Or should we stay onboard? The day the Sea will smile I will forget it all...
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Ι've been hiding in my home I lie to everyone that I am well I don't wait for any call I wait a ship to come and take me far away What is left over this heart I will put it in a box and I will run away And I will leave you as you want Will you be happy then the day when I’'ll go? I will be there by myself To no one I will tell goodbye, so long I will play the Shamisen and I will be so sad for all I've done We may never speak again I hope you're doing well but you must know... I am sorry for the dread I hope you feel relief the day when I’'’ll go! And I read the text you sent, you want me to be well, it really means a lot! I don't know where you have learnt To love me out of guilt, but this is not enough All my records on your stand, they don't mean anything if we don't talk And when you'll wish to speak again you'll come down by my grave one day and cry all you want I will miss you, yes I will I hope you won't regret the path you chose I will play the Shamisen I hope you won't forget my face I really hope you won't Please don't!?
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In the beginning of a storm, between the Sea of all my wretched thoughts, without the compass of a rose I couldn't keep of any steady course She came to me and held me close She said to me you should be brave and strong If you can find it in your heart you must not think the way you do tonight And I think all the people I adore will they be there when I return? Do they remember me at all? Whatever happens to our home? For all the people that I lost For all the people I have failed the most If they can find it in their hearts forgive me for all the pain I caused, my mates! And people they don't understand They could stand me for the things I am It doesn't matter in the end You have to keep humane for what is worth?! And you did all the best you could have done La luna esplende and your ship goes on And people they don't understand Whatever happens to the heart? And those who sworn to hold us close Will they still love us or betray the most It doesn't matter what they do You have to love, you have to stay true La luna esplende and your ship goes on Whatever happens to our heart, to the things that we love?
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Mondo Necro 02:51
My mother was the Sea She wished a healthy kid To laugh, to speak, to sing but instead she had me and I won't say a thing! And all I want is never say a word Give me a man to rip apart Give me a ship to make it deaf Mondo Necro! I'm walking all alone The ocean I own I'm coming for your boat and where will you go? For all I want is that you don't say word Give me your soul to rip apart Give me your ship to make it deaf Mondo Necro! And all I want is that you don't say a word, to live in oceans all alone Become a beast and not a man! Mondo Necro! Please stop it that's enough The songs you made so far I take defeat from no man Don't you know who I am? I am the Seas most hated of the young I make all things mute where I pass I like all things as if they're dead Mondo Necro! I am the Seas most hated of the young I never speak, I never said a word Don't even try you puny man! Mondo Necro Mondo, Mondo Necro!
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I am the boat and I am the hope I appear in the fog just to claim the right one And you're welcome onboard How I missed you my love! In such wondrous sails we together embark! In this weary hull you shall rest and bewarmed Smile once again and all horrors begone! The time will come, you and me will depart far away from this hideous place they call shore! Call out my name... "La Nave Fantasma"
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When the lady in white forbade me to smile was a long time ago When she kissed me goodnight it was warm in her thighs and she said please don't talk But you know... Nobody will remember if we were good or... Nobody will remember if we were good or wrong Ow what have we done? Nobody will know Not even us... If a Sea is so fierce, spreads havoc and tears but won't do me no harm If a king will appear with his horses and spears He won't put me together,I know He won't! yet I know... Nobody will remember if we were good or... Nobody will remember if we were good or wrong Ow what have we done? Nobody will know Not even us... Little king, How kind of you to sing? How wise of you to bring your horses three to me? I'm sailing on a ship Shes travelling with grief She'll tell you all about it without the words me How noble such a gift? To bear it just for me Your shining horses three are running horses they were three How beautiful they be and wild at Sea But I don't think that they can fix me I'm sorry little king!
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Son Of Adam 05:22
Do you see this dead ahead? Do you ever sit and stare? Let me see the aquatic plain and not your face! I am making you a grave Marked a grave there in the deep Run away you ugly thing and sit and drown in the abyss Run away you Nazarene! Son of Adam little man with the heart made out of filth came to Sea to do his thing but death waits the waterline Come I am making you a grave Sit by me and forge a nail See what fun it is to sing and drown in the abyss Oh Nazarene, oh Nazarene! Sink and drown in the abyss Never to be seen again! Our great and vast regime it extends, and it extends Holy is the big frontier, home to weird and home to queer We are freaks and we don't live in this wolrd that you have built Fuck your gods, your gold and filth and let us stare in the abyss Let us be free once again!
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There is this Pit And it wants all my years And it's hunger it's fierce It needs my tears, all my humanly years just to see how it feels And keeps asking more and always for more I'm growing so old My hair getting grey I can't take no more My feet feeling soar My feet walk no shore I sit all alone Ow, what I've become Is subject to none I sit in the dark I think about her I think about us Whatever I done Was never enough I tried, and I tried but... There is this Pit and I gave it my years Thrown them down in the deep There is this Pit What a horrible thing? Sucks the life out of me And though it's not clear the concept beneath this bottomless Pit I come every year And I feed and I feed The girl wants to quit, the boy never sleeps Some millions miles away at the Sea The girl wants someone A shoulder to hold, somebody to love who is more flesh n' bones and not like some ghost who sits on his watch for the dead travel fast and I'm left all alone I'm left all alone A lifespan I owned lies down in a hole And where I will go? But don't say that we don't try Don't say that we don't cry Don't say that we are alive Don't say that we are alike Don't say that you are mine Don't say that you don't mind Don't say that you will find The courage to stay behind Don't say that we are the same Don't say you understand Don't say that we are the same Don't say you will wait Don't say it! For you'll never be a being of the Sea!
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Once upon a time there was a young boy and he had a wretched heart It's been long since he laughed that sweet boy He had a secret place in his heart that gave it to them On the bloody day they left, sweet boy wept And he drunk all the rum too bad his heart was not made of gold Solid gold, that sweet boy! People come and go, don't you know, let'em go You won't find them in your rum, in your troubles and cigars and sometimes this has to stop but it won't quite alright, my sweet boy And he will sit there in the dark and he won't talk and he will think people as vampires eating you up! C'mon smile my pretty boy No one wants a heart of stone, No one! My sweet boy!
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Seven times I will ask seek a lover or a friend? Doesn't matter what you ask She will feast in all of them There they go under the wave I wonder when will be my turn Where the Ripper goes and lurks Swallows wives, no happy end! Seven times I have wept and a witness I have been I have stood and see them drown And I miss’em now you know... “Should I send another rope?” I will sit and ask myself Do they ever think of me because I do in the Sea Seven times they have said I will wait your return but they never last that long She's gone...
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Tango Mangalore - One Fathom Heart (2022)
Released by: Minimalkombinat Records [mk92]

This is a collection of my lost demos that fell to the Sea and never made it to a physical release. Now, several years later, the songs have washed up on the shore again, and all aged, re-mixed and mastered, have set course for a very special and limited release!

Compliled on a semi-transparent plexiglass package containing a 12“Inch Grey-Marble Vinyl with 9 tracks, a Bonus Cd with a total of 15 songs, postcards with rare pictures I took whilst traveling the Oceans, inlets with lyrics plus a very special 24 page Fanzine that goes by the name "The Sailor's Grimoire" that I have written myself at my first ever attempt to pose as an amateur pseudo-writer who toils in obscutiry!

***PRE ORDER this limited release by contacting Minimalkombinat through Mario Schweikert on facebook or via email at: minimalkombinat@web.de.
Physical copies expected around early summer of 2022.

Recordings, mixing & complete artwork by Tango Mangalore.
Mastering: MinimalKombinat
[songs appearing from 10 to 15 on digital album are unmastered Bonus tracks included on the Bonus Cd of the release]


“...and from the gulfs of leave to the wells of deep
and from the wells of deep to the banks of she,
ever the songs of the Great Sea, Ruler of the 7 Waterlines”

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released January 26, 2022

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